I never felt like this before

**Kirby** · March 4th, 2003

It all started in my chemistry class, when there was a student being transfered to my class from a higher class that was too difficult for her. What I didn't know was that it was the same girl who I had alot of "conflicts" with a little while back in Middle School. Anyways, the teacher assigned her a seat right next to me. I was silent for the rest of the class, and ironiclly, she was too. That was definitely not like her, since she is quite a chatterbox lately. But the weird thing is that when we both said a word, it was either directed to me or her, and no one else, not even the teacher. I also felt alot of guilt for what I said to her throughout the years. And she seems to also be guilty for all the times she suspended me from school for something I said I was going to do. Could someone please tell me what the hell is going on?

btw: this is not a crush story. Just something weird that just started today.

Rhombus · March 4th, 2003

We all do stupid and immature things when we're young. Just forget about it. I'm sure she feels guilty and dumb about the things she's done just as you do. So just forget about it and move on. If the two of you are talking about it just say you're sorry and that it was a long time ago so you might as well just leave it alone.

**Kirby** · March 4th, 2003

call me nieve, but I bet it's still fresh in her head. From what I remember, she was interviewed on local news about the incident. And I was brought into the police station for questioning

It was one of those death threats thing, and to make it even more worse, it was a month after the Colibine shooting in Utah. But now it's high school, and threats are nothing but a way of life here, after the whole school being evactuated 2 times for bomb threats :eyes: I still want to talk to her, see how we can both get over this in our lives and move on.

Recca · March 4th, 2003

If you want to move on then there is but one solution. Tell her you are sorry

.
That way you wont feel guilty when you see her next time.

**Kirby** · March 4th, 2003

OK :sad: sound like a plan. Chicks dig sensitivity, do they?

**cooliscool** · March 4th, 2003

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Originally posted by Kirby
OK :sad: sound like a plan. Chicks dig sensitivity, do they?

If that was the case they'd come running to guys like us.

:sad:

**Ryos** · March 4th, 2003

She probably has no friends next to her, hence why she isn't being a "chatterbox." You're reading too much into it.

**Kirby** · March 4th, 2003

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Originally posted by cooliscool
If that was the case they'd come running to guys like us. :sad:

depression doesn't count as being sensitive. It has to come from your heart, not from a mental disorder

>>She probably has no friends next to her, hence why she isn't being a "chatterbox." You're reading too much into it.

I guess. Out of 30 kids, there are only 4 softmore (me, her, an outcast, and another girl in back of me) the rest are stupid juniors or seniors.

**cooliscool** · March 4th, 2003

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Originally posted by Kirby
depression doesn't count as being sensitive. It has to come from your heart, not from a mental disorder

I'm not depressed, I'm actually a very sensetive person. I don't see why girls "try" to aviod me.

**Dark Watcher** · March 4th, 2003

ah..heh..such is human nature...

Think of it like this...a kid is late for class and is running down the hall. The kid eventually trips and falls..books everywhere...Everyone around the kid breaks out in laughter..a funny site indeed....later on this person sits next to you...you look into their eyes and see the pain and embarressment they are feeling....you once feeling of humor is not gone.....

In most cases it is easy to make fun of another because we don't view them as a person just like ourselves....it is until we look into their eyes and view them as a person

**cooliscool** · March 4th, 2003

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Originally posted by Kirby
>>She probably has no friends next to her, hence why she isn't being a "chatterbox." You're reading too much into it.

I guess. Out of 30 kids, there are only 4 softmore (me, her, an outcast, and another girl in back of me) the rest are stupid juniors or seniors.

Softmore? I thought it was Sophomore.

**Kirby** · March 4th, 2003

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Originally posted by cooliscool
I'm not depressed, I'm actually a very sensetive person. I don't see why girls "try" to aviod me.

your head is pretty big for an elf (or whatever it it)

But really, people never forget the dumbs things you do, and they always forget the good things you do.

Recca · March 4th, 2003

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Originally posted by cooliscool

I'm not depressed, I'm actually a very sensetive person. I don't see why girls "try" to aviod me.

Its rare these days to find girls that dig sensitive guys.
I am one myself but all girls avoid me to for

**Kirby** · March 4th, 2003

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Originally posted by Recca
Its rare these days to find girls that dig sensitive guys.
I am one myself but all girls avoid me to for

they use to. That was when everyone was dressed the same, and you has to base everything on one's personality. Now with these muscle shirts and tank tops, no one could care less about personality, only who looks the beefiest

**cooliscool** · March 4th, 2003

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Originally posted by Kirby
your head is pretty big for an elf (or whatever it it) But really, people never forget the dumbs things you do, and they always forget the good things you do.

If only I looked like Link, then I'd be pimpin.

Heh, I'm not a really ugly person either, just for some reason I'm like the plague when it comes to girls. Guess I gotta find someone like me (if she exists)..

**Kirby** · March 4th, 2003

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Originally posted by cooliscool
Heh, I'm not a really ugly person either, just for some reason I'm like the plague when it comes to girls. Guess I gotta find someone like me (if she exists)..

so do we all. That's why we come here, cause there nothing else better to do. But then again, at least you have cash

**Ryos** · March 4th, 2003

> Now with these muscle shirts and tank tops, no one could care less about personality, only who looks the beefiest

Erm...that's the way it's always been with every species. No one gives a darn about the "sensitive" guy. It's all about the strongest genes. "Sensitivity" doesn't fit in there. "Sensitive" guys end up marrying women after they divorce their strapping husbands and have had a couple children.

**cooliscool** · March 4th, 2003

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Originally posted by Kirby
so do we all. That's why we come here, cause there nothing else better to do. But then again, at least you have cash

Not much anymore.

I have about $40 after buying my motherboard, gamecube, and pre-ordering WW.

Actually, I come here for the love of what we do around here and the frendships I've made. I'd rather stay up on my PC at emuforums than go out to the billiards and play some pool (even if I did go out, it wouldn't help my chances of finding a similar girl, all I see everywhere is skimpy whorish girls in inapropriate clothing)...

**Kirby** · March 4th, 2003

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Originally posted by Xellos
Erm...that's the way it's always been with every species. No one gives a darn about the "sensitive" guy. It's all about the strongest genes. "Sensitivity" doesn't fit in there. "Sensitive" guys end up marrying women after they divorce their strapping husbands and have had a couple children.

sad isn't it? you can buy the hip cloths (and even the muscles

) but you can never buy a personality.

**cooliscool** · March 4th, 2003

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Originally posted by Kirby
sad isn't it? you can buy the hip cloths (and even the muscles ) but you can never buy a personality.

And if you have the personality but get all those extras, your old personality floats away and you become like all the rest of em.

Women complain about abusive husbands (even what I see at school is painful, guys constantly treating girls like dirt), but they still settle for the ULTRA good looks over someone that looks like the Average Joe that will really care for them as people.

March 4th, 2003	#1 (permalink)
Kirby I want you INSIDE me Join Date: Mar 2002 Location: Massachusetts, USA Posts: 8,382	I never felt like this before It all started in my chemistry class, when there was a student being transfered to my class from a higher class that was too difficult for her. What I didn't know was that it was the same girl who I had alot of "conflicts" with a little while back in Middle School. Anyways, the teacher assigned her a seat right next to me. I was silent for the rest of the class, and ironiclly, she was too. That was definitely not like her, since she is quite a chatterbox lately. But the weird thing is that when we both said a word, it was either directed to me or her, and no one else, not even the teacher. I also felt alot of guilt for what I said to her throughout the years. And she seems to also be guilty for all the times she suspended me from school for something I said I was going to do. Could someone please tell me what the hell is going on? btw: this is not a crush story. Just something weird that just started today. __________________ Kirby's AnimeDB list AMD Athlon64 X2 4400+ Toledo, Nvidia GeForce 7950GT SLi, 2GB PC3200 2-3-2-5, ABit AN8-SLi, Sound Blaster X-FI XtremeMusic

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Rhombus The Moogle Assassin Join Date: May 2002 Location: Boulder, Colorado Posts: 2,080	We all do stupid and immature things when we're young. Just forget about it. I'm sure she feels guilty and dumb about the things she's done just as you do. So just forget about it and move on. If the two of you are talking about it just say you're sorry and that it was a long time ago so you might as well just leave it alone. __________________ Processor: Athlon 64 3400+ Mobo: MSI K8T Neo-FIS2R RAM: 1 GB Corsair XMS GFX Card: Sapphire Radeon 9800 Pro 128 Sound Card: SB Audigy 2 ZS HDD1: Seagate 160MB 8MB 7200 HDD2: Seagate 80MB 8MB 7200 Burner: NEC 16x DVDR Keyboard/Mouse: Logitech Cordless MX Duo USB Gamepad1: PS2 Dual Analog/KiKY X USB Gamepad2: Gravis GamePad Pro OS: Windows XP Pro sp2 *Tempus fugit et nos fugimus in illus.* *Fiat justitia; ruat coelum.*

March 4th, 2003	#3 (permalink)
Kirby I want you INSIDE me Join Date: Mar 2002 Location: Massachusetts, USA Posts: 8,382	call me nieve, but I bet it's still fresh in her head. From what I remember, she was interviewed on local news about the incident. And I was brought into the police station for questioning It was one of those death threats thing, and to make it even more worse, it was a month after the Colibine shooting in Utah. But now it's high school, and threats are nothing but a way of life here, after the whole school being evactuated 2 times for bomb threats :eyes: I still want to talk to her, see how we can both get over this in our lives and move on. __________________ Kirby's AnimeDB list AMD Athlon64 X2 4400+ Toledo, Nvidia GeForce 7950GT SLi, 2GB PC3200 2-3-2-5, ABit AN8-SLi, Sound Blaster X-FI XtremeMusic

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Recca Registered User Join Date: Feb 2002 Location: Where ever fate shall lead me. Posts: 3,946	If you want to move on then there is but one solution. Tell her you are sorry. That way you wont feel guilty when you see her next time. __________________ この世に悪があるとすれば、それは人の心だ。エドワ-ド・D・モリスン

March 4th, 2003	#5 (permalink)
Kirby I want you INSIDE me Join Date: Mar 2002 Location: Massachusetts, USA Posts: 8,382	OK :sad: sound like a plan. Chicks dig sensitivity, do they? __________________ Kirby's AnimeDB list AMD Athlon64 X2 4400+ Toledo, Nvidia GeForce 7950GT SLi, 2GB PC3200 2-3-2-5, ABit AN8-SLi, Sound Blaster X-FI XtremeMusic

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Ryos Revenger of Vengeance Join Date: May 2001 Location: Nowhere Posts: 11,250	She probably has no friends next to her, hence why she isn't being a "chatterbox." You're reading too much into it. __________________ Sanity is overrated.

March 4th, 2003	#10 (permalink)
Dark Watcher Coffee Demon Join Date: Jun 2001 Location: Darkness, Unknown Posts: 2,897	ah..heh..such is human nature... Think of it like this...a kid is late for class and is running down the hall. The kid eventually trips and falls..books everywhere...Everyone around the kid breaks out in laughter..a funny site indeed....later on this person sits next to you...you look into their eyes and see the pain and embarressment they are feeling....you once feeling of humor is not gone..... In most cases it is easy to make fun of another because we don't view them as a person just like ourselves....it is until we look into their eyes and view them as a person __________________

March 4th, 2003	#17 (permalink)
Ryos Revenger of Vengeance Join Date: May 2001 Location: Nowhere Posts: 11,250	> Now with these muscle shirts and tank tops, no one could care less about personality, only who looks the beefiest Erm...that's the way it's always been with every species. No one gives a darn about the "sensitive" guy. It's all about the strongest genes. "Sensitivity" doesn't fit in there. "Sensitive" guys end up marrying women after they divorce their strapping husbands and have had a couple children. __________________ Sanity is overrated.