Thanks for your words, guys... knowing that somewhere in the world is someone else trying to help me, gives me comfort... I've tried meeting new guys these days, but the test I have in my university doesn't leave me much time to meet new people. I met a guy from the internet this week, but he hasn't wrote back since the day we met (that's soooo not a good sign...). And seeing how things doesn't work with other people, that makes me feel lonely... and I keep coming back to him... the only one who listens to my problems with an open heart... Without him, there'll be only loneliness in my life, considering that in my house, only my mother talks to me, my father doesn't talk to me because... well... he kinda hates me for being ***... and I can only see my mother at night when she comes home from work... none of my other friends call me to see how I'm doing... it's him... he is the only one... Saddly for me, things have been working for him and the new guy... I'm happy for him though... but... I don't know what to do anymore... studying for a test today, I got scared because I couldn't understand the subjects... I freacked out... started crying... blaming myself for my loneliness, for my own stupidity that doesn't allow me to solve a miserable little problem... and... I called him... he gave me hope... I called my friends... and they started talking about how they were doing so well in their tests... all my life depends on him... and if I did what you guys tell me... and I stopped calling him... then my whole world would crumble... I guess I'll have to be every day a little bit stronger, taking one day at a time.
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