i do not have selfpity,i just think low of myself....i feel pity with people who have lost many loved ones and things like that...its just that.....NEVER has a girl that i like,liked me in a special way.....only some people that i do not like do like me in a special way( i know,its weird).....all of them just think i'm funny,cool,really nice...but they all think i'm to ugly to have a relation with....so you may call me a maggot,or pathetic,or n00b,.....but thats all il ever be