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Originally Posted by SCHUMI-4-EVA
Your life is not being threatened by the situation that kills you, you create that yourself.
The example is wrong.
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How do you create it yourself? I wanted to commit suicide. For years even. Tell me did I pick who would cause me grief in my life? Was it me that created a situation in which I felt there was no one to turn to? What did I do? EXIST?
It's my mistake for existing alongside the trash of society? What should I do to fix the situation? Kill them? You think you can just talk to people and they'll understand? You can't. "Maybe you didn't try hard enough." It's takes a lot to drive someone to suicide. You have no idea what it feels like. No one you can turn to. No one you can trust. The despair, the pain, the suffering, you have no idea what it fells like to be powerless. Unable to change what causes your suffering. You can't just remove yourself from the equation.
I hated those people. I moved miles away. And what did I find? The same kind of people. People who drive you to suicide are EVERYWHERE.
Just so you know here's why I was driven to thinking of suicide: I pretty much got bull**** coming my way for being myself. That's what I did "wrong". I didn't shape myself into what everyone else wanted.
Gooooo human race.
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